Thursday, August 31, 2006

right, i read someone's blog just now. in her blog, she mentioned someone. adn that someone, is quite a special person to me. we could be good friends tho, if she's still around. i think?? but too bad, ii neevr knew how to cherish things when thay are mine. i never think for the future when i have something with me. but when i lose them, THEN i'll start to think. what if i wasnt like that the other time, what if i treat her nicer etc. blah blah blah. all kinds of things.

and, this is how i feel towards Mrs C Lee. you know, things would be better if i listen to her?? i would not be expelled from school and ended up as where and what i am in now, not that i dont like the way i am now, but you know. i'm talking about, things could be better. then i wouldnt have to go through so much unnecessary stuff. Mrs Lee was nice and kind to me, other then the scolding parts. if i could grow up earlier, know how to think and know how to make decision on my own. i could have stayed in st margs. well, of cuz. i didnt get to live life the way i wish i would. so that should be a reminder to me. a reminder to me that i should not take things for granted. before i make any choice, think for not only THIS moment, but also for the future.

you know it's funny, whenever you want to abort something. before confirmation, you'll say to yourself, "it's okayy. i dont want it or need it anyway". then you think again, what about next time?? will i want it next time?? then you'll answer "nah, i dont think so." because you've placed what happened infront of anything. so even when you think for the later part, you will have to go through the "what just happend" part. with me so far?? i hope so. okayy, so in conclusion, treasure what you have now. this five word may be so common, infact it is, in the teory and the practical way. so, just do what you have to do to stay away from "regret" =))

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